Seriously I know I want to be as professional on this blog as I can because you know those employeers that have no life so they go and snoop to see what a person is like because of what they do. Come on seriously, go to a college campus people and look at all those people that get fucked up all the time and yet they still do good in classes. Just because what we do outside of work, should not be something to be used agains’t us. It is almost like they want us to just go “awww shit I need a job so I have to start being a prick and structured and thinking logically” pfft screw that.. No offense but get off this website if you don’t agree. I have a blast with my friends when we go out, party or no party I like to have a good time, and I work for a rather large company and I don’t screw around at work.. okay I take that back I do but only because we are able to since the store is closed. I act as if I am a day worker until the store is closed and that is when the party starts. Then we book it and throw the product on the shelf before the store opens, I am dedicated to getting the job done no matter what it takes. I have gone in at midnight before, had to take a lunch and then when I was supposed to be off after 8 hours I stayed over because they wanted the Security Caps on the alcohol. Get your stuff straight employers. Work & Our Lives, two very different thing’s.

I figure hey why try so hard to make stuff happen my way when I know that it is going to even go near the way I want it, so lately I just have been caring less about everything that is going on.. especially about my parents and their divorce.. really I don’t care anymore. All it did was make me feel like crap so why bother, they are not together anymore end of story. NEXT.

Work wise, I am unsure about my job at Stater Bros, yea I like the job because it is really laid back and I can talk and listen to my ipod as long as I dont screw around. Basically get the job done and your good to go but the hours are not there all the time, and I requested one day off and I didn’t even get it.. well on the schedule. =] – I am going to try and find a new job if I can, but if not I guess staying at Stater Bros is my only option because now that I am moving out of my mom’s home I am going to need benefits through the union, sadly I can’t cover my dad so I don’t know what he is going to do.

Getting ready to go see Dane Cook tonight, we are supposed to go get some food before but I am starving right now. They want fast food , I want real food.. like sit down style.. I don’t mind splurging today =D – Should be a good night though, never seen a comedian live or in person before, and I have not heard any of Dane Cook’s new stuff at all so I am hoping I am going to laugh until I cry. Okay well maybe not that bad haha.

It has been a while since I posted up a new blog, just would like everyone to know this… I PASSED ALL MY CLASSES AT CHAFFEY!.. even though I was struggling because of going through all the problems with my parents divorce, my ex-girlfriend and everything else… I actually made it.. No i did not get straight A’s but I tried my best to pass the classes and I did just that. I start summer school June 22nd I think, taking two classes. Introduction to Theater and Introduction to Business, the business one will be good because I just finished with Business Law 1, thinking about taking Business Law 2 come fall semester.

oh ya I am going to see Dane Cook at the staples center on Saterday with my friends from work and an old friend from school, It will be good. I am a little weary about if I am going to like it or not because I have never been to a comedy show live, and I have never heard Dane’s new jokes before lol.. we will see I guess.. right? xD

oh ya AGAIN.. new simple layout.. free one but thought it would work until I get my custom one made, well until I spend time to design my own so to speak hahaha.. I would do it right now but I have yet to go to sleep since yesterday, I don’t really feel all that tired but I think in a few hours I am going to knock out like no tomorrow haha. Seriously after 24 hours of being up you NEVER are going to feel good lol.

I am starting to realize why people think about themselves so much, because no one else tends to a shit about us besides us… I guess with everyone, their main idea is always me me me me, which in life is sad because I know EVERYONE is like this no matter what.

Had a long talk with a friend last night that I don’t think I have seen or talked to in ages to find out I am shy.. screw that I don’t want to be the nice guy that is shy. I am going to be the outgoing guy that is nice, being both is a plus =D

Just got a ticket today because I was on my cell phone.. what a fail way to get my first ticket.. wanna know what happened? Well woke up at 12pm to my dads call saying his brake fluid was leaking and they towed his truck SOOOooo I had to drive down to baldwin park hospital to pick my grandparents up. I got there not only be get even more irritated because all of the traffic but now I couldn’t find parking. Then I get upstairs to listen to the doctor telling my grandparents and my aunt and uncle that my Great Aunt Ellena is not doing good and is taking a turn for the worse and they can’t do much to help her because of her age. So then we leave, get to my car and I am on the phone trying to find out where to go to pick my dad up. Pissed off and sad at this point. Getting on the 10-East and cop pulls me over as I am on the phone trying to find out where to go. Thought he was going to give me a warning but oh no hes to cool. I have to appear in court or some crap for using a phone to find directions because I was lost after finding out my great aunt is basically going to die.

I dont want to chance anything else happening so I am just gonna stay home for a while until I go to work.

as for my date scenario I really dont even care who I take as long as the ticket doesn’t go to waste. Pfft might even just ask some random girl I meet at the mall LOL.. why not.. would be funny.

This air mattress is pissing me off.. I think I want to buy a guitar.. =]