Louie Aragon

What a Valentine’s Day!

Louie — Mon, 15 Feb 2010 20:25:21 +0000

Well let me first say that it was not amazing due to having a significant other to spend the day with but other things happened which made it better. I learned a lot with the discussion with a friend, and also with my father about a certain topic. Not sure when it will work with my life but I am sure soon enough it will. I am also thinking about going to school to become a teacher now, but keep my Internet Savvy side active so that I can continue making money via the web and possibly create something large enough one day so that I don’t have to work anymore. Wouldn’t that be great? lol

Love: I love my friends and family, and the day I find someone whom I can share my life with I will do so. Until then I am trying to better myself and be able to support myself so when I do find the one I am ready for a relationship. I learned from my First and Only relationship, which I waited until after high school to date, that I was not ready for a relationship. My life was going crazy and being with her just added more to the weight on my shoulders, Yea I cared about her no doubt but I was unable to be the best boyfriend I could, and I knew she was unable to do her best, which is why I broke up with her lol. But in the end, we all make mistakes and we learn from them. Just do not use the word “Love” unless you know what your getting yourself into, because once you use it, you just took your relationship up a notch! To those in relationships I wish you the best of luck and to those single, don’t rush it if your still young, you have plenty of time left on earth to worry about Love later down the road in life. When your ready, then go for it.

Feelin Blu

Louie — Sun, 24 Jan 2010 23:48:30 +0000

Well not really but it’s just one of those Sunday’s you know? I planned on going to church this morning but alas that didn’t happen. I ended up falling asleep on the couch last night, so when I woke up I was not tired again. Stayed up until about 4 or 5am and then went to sleep again finally. I have to admit normally I don’t have any unusual dreams or dreams that last a long time, but in this case oh did I. I had a dream about being at school and people started throwing water balloons at each other, then I joined in lol. Everyone was wet and cold so finally it ended and me and a friend hopped into his car. Then randomly we both had dates and when to a party, and at this party everyone knew everyone and it was amazing. (no joke, this dream just kept on going it felt so much like a real day because it didn’t end quickly)

Right now I am sitting on my computer thinking of ideas for new projects to develop, so far I am drawing a huge blank.. I have so many ideas but not sure what to work on. I am unsure what development will bring me the most success, whether it be to create a large well known website, or something that will bring in good revenue each month. Something will come soon enough I would hope. Just need to figure out the pros and cons to the domains I have and which will be best to work with.

I also feel like going out but I am waiting to talk to my mom, have ask her a few questions. It’s for a paper that I have due soon. Hopefully she contacts me soon so I can finish up with the english work and go out. I really want to go to the snow but I don’t think that will happen today, but hopefully it doesn’t go away to soon this time.

Legion was so so

Louie — Fri, 22 Jan 2010 10:26:54 +0000

Well I went and saw “Legion” tonight at the midnight premier and to be honest I didn’t really get to watch it thoroughly. I sat in the theater filled with a bunch of teenagers yelling out male private parts, and people talking throughout the entire movie. I had this woman whom looked like she was roughly 300lb+ in weight who kept talking trash about the actors/actresses, and I wanted to tell her,” Do you really think you could have done a better job?” but I know if I did she would have said she could, and I would have laughed and got punched in the face by her date. So I held my tongue, but then this woman has a purse that basically matched her weight size, because she was able to carry what looked like 5-10 pieces of beef jerky that were bigger than my head. I am guessing she went to Costco and bought the bulk size and then went to the movie theater, but I really don’t know. lol. I am not trying to make fun of this woman, but seriously talk about setting yourself up for it. I think I laughed more at this lady during the movie, than ever before at a premier showing. Oh and I forgot, she finished her Icey and I pretty sure it was all gone but she wouldn’t put it down. It was like watching a big baby shaking a rattle, she was that desperate to get the rest of it.

Forgot to mention, I checked for the movie times and was positive Edwards was showing the midnight showing. So I show up at like 11ish to make sure I could get my tickets and have good seats. Met up with Val there and we walk in to get the tickets, and I don’t think about why the theater is so dead, dumb me right? lol. Well I saw my friend Sarah there, so I walked up and asked for a ticket and she tells me that they don’t even have a showing for it at midnight. MY LUCK RIGHT! So I think shes messing with me, but in all reality she wasn’t lol. So Val and I drove to AMC and that’s when the entire story above happened.. haha

I am still baffled as to why guys shout out male private parts, you would think if they are straight they would enjoy yelling out female private parts? But that’s just me. Well it was an adventurous night. Till my next update. See ya later!

Rather Interesting Night

Louie — Fri, 22 Jan 2010 05:51:16 +0000

Well I had nothing to do on this glorious rainy day, where I feel like if I step in a puddle I am going to end up falling into it. Gerry came and picked me up and we headed to AT&T to check out phones and plans, honestly we left that place in no time, I think they suck, end of discussion. I wanted to ask the employee if they had any statistics to prove they offered better signal and services than other companies but I highly doubt any of them have the knowledge of that. They would go,” uhh would you like a brochure?”

So we left from there and went to Verizon, where to real plans are at, and there not dropped calls every time you pick up your phone. Plus the phones are nicer, the only problem is they need to hurry up and get ahold of the iPhone contract to take over lol. I swear this place was like a zoo though, bunch of little kids running around and screaming and I think I saw a 2 year old crawling on the floor behind the desks by the employee entrance.. not sure if it was Bring your kids to work day or what, 10x worse than going to IKEA. Trust me, you don’t want to go there, it’s like disneyland for old people lmao.

Finally we finished up there and headed to Best Buy, I had to control myself here because even though I want to buy so many movies & games I know I don’t have the money too. I do have a very nice piece of plastic that I could charge with but alas I kept it together and did not buy anything. Sadly, neither did Gerry lol. So we went to Target, he had a gift card and here he bought a new game for his brothers PS3, yea well I guess you can say it’s theirs but technically he bought it for his brother. He bought “Resistance 2″. I played the first one and it was pretty good, especially the online game play. The bad part is that because he has to drive to work tonight, he didn’t even get to open the game. I’m sure his brother will though.

Once we arrived at his house, we went inside and he had to get his stuff ready for work. So I was going to just kick back and play some video games. Well that didn’t end up happening. His mother and I started to talk about how I was doing in life and what I was up too, then it went to me doing some website work for them. Honestly I am unsure how we got to this next topic, but then we started to talk about Politics and Religion, and even though it was interesting to hear what she had to say, I was not ready for the next hour of discussion lol. I just wanted to play video games. Don’t get me wrong I did enjoy it, but it was totally unexpected and long. I think she liked the fact that she was able to actually talk to me and I knew what she was talking about, rather than most young adults whom would have said, ” hmmm I don’t know” for just about the full hour.

Now I am getting tired but, I am headed to the movies tonight to go see Legion. Still haven’t got my tickets but I hope that I get their early enough so that they don’t run out before I get there, and I don’t end up with a crappy seat because I showed up late. To be honest, I am going on a whim that this movie is going to be good because normally I never go see midnight showings. Usually I am the kind of guy that goes to Terra Vista to watch the matinee showing around 11am or 1am because it is only $4.50, but that’s just me lol.

I have this feeling something bad is going to happen tonight, I will let you know when I get home, or if I make it back home at least. haha

Born Into Death – Intro

Louie — Sat, 16 Jan 2010 07:04:43 +0000

I woke up only to realize it was all a rather abstract dream. To think that I myself could ever be more than just some poor kid from Inglewood. I grew up in a terrible neighborhood full of alcoholics and drug addicts, the more the better they always would say. The words family and friends no longer had any meaning behind them to me. My father was an unemployed drunk who didn’t give a shit about anyone but himself. On a daily basis he would go out drinking late into the night and come home drunker than ever. He would get home from the bars drunk screaming and yelling as if he was a lunatic from an insane asylum. He would tell my mother to get ready for bed, which meant to be ready to sleep with him. The man thought because he was her husband he would treat her however he wanted. Well one night he came home completely wasted and had a crappy day at work. There was a dead silence in the house that night, before we all went to sleep. As I laid in my bed, I was able to hear them, their voices through the walls of the building. He was yelling at the top of his lungs for my mother to take her clothes off, but she wouldn’t. She told him she did not want to have sex with him anymore while he was drunk. This infuriated him into a cold blooded rage in which he said, “If you don’t take those damn clothes off and sleep with me, I am going to kill your son and make you watch, then I will kill you.” Putting up a fight against my father would have been useless for my mother to try since she was no match compared to his strength or power. She began to undress herself while he watched her every move. I heard a loud slap come from the room, and knew exactly what had happened. He had started to beat my mother for the way she acted towards him earlier. I continued to hear it, one after another and began to have fear in my heart for my mothers life. I was so scared that I figured that maybe if I cried and screamed enough that my father would send her in to my room to comfort me to sleep and while she was in here he would pass out in the other room. She didn’t come to my room. He did. His face was as red as a tomato, the anger was building up inside him the more and more he did not get his way. He grabbed one of my school books from my backpack and began to talk to me as if he was interested in my school work, while still walking closer and closer towards me. Finally he approached where my bed was and smacked me across the back of the head of my social studies book. I started to cry but he kept hitting me over and over. He was yelling that I was the son of the devil and that I was the biggest mistake in the world. After about 6 hits from the social studies book, he dropped and and grabbed me by the arm and started dragging me towards the hallway. I tried to stay on my bed but the sheets just followed with me, there was nothing I could do to keep what was about to occur from happening. I was pulled all the way to the bottom under the staircase where he opened the door to the smallest closet in the house and tossed me in. I went flying towards the wall of the closet and slammed my back against it. I felt as if I had just got hit by a train right across my back. I fell to the ground crying and sobbing, screaming that I was sorry for what I had done. All he had to say was,”Trust me after tonight you are going to know what to means to be sorry!” He shut the door to the closet and then locked it shut, because I heard the clank from the key inside the door knob. I was alone, locked inside a closet under the stairs. This is the story of my life and how I died. (to be continued)

Who am I?

Louie — Wed, 13 Jan 2010 03:45:04 +0000

I do not know. Am I just another person in the world with nothing going for him? Or am I one of the lucky ones who will be rich and famous? Will I die before the age of 21? Will I have to live my life in turmoil because of a terminal illness?

I do not know. Life has it trials and we can overcome them. Yes we can do it alone, because who can you depend on besides God to always be there. Though at times you can not always count on him for help.

What I never hear

Louie — Wed, 13 Jan 2010 03:39:16 +0000

The words I hardly hear from either of my parents is: I am proud of you

Want to know why? Because they are not. I do my best to get ahead, I try and make the right decisions. It doesn’t matter what I do, because it isn’t what they did it isn’t good enough.

Well trust me. I am going to be better and I won’t care if they are proud of me or not.

Back to work I go!

Louie — Wed, 30 Dec 2009 02:41:24 +0000

Well for the past month I have been living it up, just having fun and going with the flow. But change starts now. I am going to dedicate myself to working online more and possibly trying to find a day job because after Christmas I feel broke. Not sure what places are hiring but due to the way the economy is, I highly expect there to be no jobs available to me at the moment. I can’t wait for school to start because then I will be taking a graphic design class and hopefully my web design skills will improve and I will be able to do more of my own work rather than hiring people to work for me.

I have made no large sales lately. Very displeasing.

School, Here I come!

Louie — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 04:53:10 +0000

Well I am glad to say that next semester I will finally be going back to school. I have to admit I fell off my path towards a good future when all I worried about was working and trying to make money for now. I was trying to live for now, and not worry about the future. But I know that I need to grow in knowledge to get somewhere better in the future. So my goal from now on is to learn, learn and learn. Until I can get the career that I want. Then I will strive to be the best at what I do.

I am unsure what I am going to major in, so I am going to take my main classes I need in order to transfer, well my required classes. Right now I have only taken 2. I need a good amount more, but I am going to take 5 classes this coming semester. 4 which will get me closer towards where I need to go in life.

Demons? Real or Fake?

Louie — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 20:13:35 +0000

I am just going on a whim here because of what has been happening to me the past few hours. I woke up and was fine. Started watching a movie, “The Haunting of Molly Hartly”. The movie was good but a little wierd if I must say so myself. I started to then watch a Documentary on Angels & Demons. One of the people was talking about being unable to move there body and hearing things. So I googled that and what came up was Sleep Paralysis. So I thought, Yea it is probably just because of my job and the hours I work at night. Because I often have Sleep Paralysis. I will go to sleep but then feel as if my body is not able to be controlled, I can’t even speak. I feel as if I am shouting for help at the top of my lungs but I am the only person to hear it because my mouth is not moving.

When I was younger my parents used to tell me about I would have night-tremors as a child growing up, but I never thought anything of it.

“During a night terror, a child might suddenly sit upright in bed and shout out or scream in distress. The child’s breathing and heartbeat might be faster, he or she might sweat, thrash around, and act upset and scared. After a few minutes, or sometimes longer, a child simply calms down and returns to sleep.

Unlike nightmares, which kids often remember, kids won’t have any memory of a night terror the next day because they were in deep sleep when it happened — and there are no mental images to recall.”

How when I was younger I had night terrors, and now this still?

So it spooked me but to the point where I was like “Nah, Demons.. I doubt it.”

I went to the bathroom, when I left the door slammed but it startled me because my door never shuts all the way when I close it to leave the room. So then I went back to my laptop and the video on the couch and what happens a song began playing from my laptop. Believe by Breaking Bejamins. I started to get a little paranoid so I began to talk to my friend on AIM just to be like “oh ya guess what, this was odd” but the conversation just led to me weird things occuring.

I skip through a couple of songs because they were all screaming and yelling and I am no longer in the mood for it. I get to a song that starts off pretty mellow. The song starts off going “The time has come”… so I am at this point just like wtf is going on. How could this randomly be happening to me.

So I start to make a video on the accounts of what has been happening to me the last few hours. The video was going smooth, was just giving details and talking about everything. I finished it and was going to put it online, but then I go to view the video and it is showing it has only recorded 3 seconds of film.

Here are the 3 seconds:

I can’t really figure out why it only recorded the video shown. I also can’t tell what that sound in the video is right now. I am thinking it is the Click from the touch pad on my laptop but who knows.. I am uncertain right now.

Do you believe in demons? or not?